mama offered me a position at her workplace.
per month's approx $1.5 - $1.9k .
not bad lah kan, since am a fresh graduate.
it`s for least 3 months and above whyl im still deciding either to further my studies under University of Bradford, or to work full tym under SIA/SATS.

ive let you both down time and again. each time i tried to re-amend things, it'd be too late. despite having to keep giving burden and trouble to you both, you are always there by my side giving me moral support. i wont promise you both, somehow i'd do my very best to give my all. my final lap's almost over. next step is the biggest step i'd have to make in my life. this, i wont let you down, insya Allah.

& dearest you,
my final lap's gonna be over. yours is a new beginning wen you start serving the nation not long later. we're both stronger than what we are five years ago. for evri wrongs that i done, you corrected me. for evri victory we won, joy shared together. i foresee us doing the exact same thing, only a lil different, five years down the road.